I just had an amazing lunch with John Hagee last year. I was a guest speaker at an outdoor gathering of his and he invited me to give a short talk on the topic: “Self-Awareness”. He asked to be my guest speaker again this year. This time I gave a talk on how we can become the people we want to be and then our lives will follow.
I had the chance to talk to John about the topic a couple of weeks ago, and this is his conclusion: “Our lives are short. So we should expect to die sooner than someone else, and we should be able to find ways to live out our lives with a little less anxiety and more joy.
I have to say I was a bit nervous when I first put the idea into my head of talking to John. In the past, I’ve had him over for dinner or a movie, but not a formal talk. I’ve been a little worried I might seem a bit too earnest and “self-help”-ish.
I feel as if I have to apologize to John for being a bit of a stick in the mud. I have to tell you, I have a really hard time talking to people who don’t seem to understand what I’m talking about. I know that sounds weird. And that’s the problem.
I have been thinking maybe you should stop referring to us as a bunch of “weird cultists.” I feel the exact opposite of weird because in fact we are very normal people who like to talk and have fun. But there is something about your behavior that I find strange. People can be very strange about their sexuality. I like to think that I am more than a little weird, but I don’t know if I am.
The fact that you feel comfortable talking about your sexual orientation or that you feel like your sexuality is a matter of personal choice is not “normal.” It is bizarre. You are being totally weird. This is most likely the result of your recent life change. You are probably going through a period where you have been a very public figure and are currently having the best time of your life. You probably have just been talking about sex a lot.
The most common reason people change their sexual orientation is that they have been a very public figure. You are not alone! I know I changed my sexual orientation. I have never been a very vocal gay person. I was more of an outcast from the closet.
I never thought I would have to change my sexual orientation, but you have to do it. You might want to start making public appearances more often or go out to places where you can be seen. You might also want to spend more time with the opposite sex in order to enhance your attraction to them. In the end, I don’t know why changing your sexual orientation was such an important decision for you to make at all.
I think I might have been a little more vocal about my sexuality when I was younger. I remember feeling like I was the only person in the world who was out. Even though I didn’t necessarily feel like I was the only one in the world who was out, I was the only one in the world who didn’t feel that way.
There’s nothing that says you have to conform your sexual orientation to any one person or group of people. In fact, a lot of people do not like to be categorized in any way. If you try to force it, it will be a very difficult change for you to make.