To be clear, I am not asking you to take up boxing. I am just giving something of a reality check.
As a person who has no idea how to think about life, I have to ask you to explain why your life (and my life) can’t be explained away. All I could think is that I am in the middle of a battle with my life, and I don’t want you to guess what it is.
Is it some kind of a game or a game where you just don’t know what to do? I mean, if you want to change your life, it would be the same thing. It would also have to be that you dont know what to do. Of course you could just do something to change your life and that would make you better. But even if you didnt know what you were doing, you still couldnt do it.